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Haha. Ah ha. Ha. Haaaaa. Remember that from last year?
Joe started chewing again. I found out tonight. He started in August and chewed here and there until October where it's been steady since until his dentist prescribed him Chantix, which he's been on for about a week. I found all this out tonight. Because that's my worth. Oh so many other things. So, so many.
Don't lie to me. I'm a fool for all my own reasons, but not because of yours.
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Helena smokes. I'm sure she'll kill me for posting that here, but I think it's relevant. She used to smoke since before we started dating, but had stopped when we were trying to get pregnant. She started back a few months ago and kept it from me for weeks. Not because she wanted to get away with it or thought she would get in trouble, but because she felt guilty and weak. Guilty because she knew I just flat out didn't want her to smoke and weak because she didn't know how to get through what she was going through without smoking. I got mad at her for smoking and keeping it from me and yadda yadda yadda, but I also ignored the fact she was going through some stuff. For her, the only way to get through the stuff was to manage it with smoking unless she wanted to make things rough on me and Jackson. Maybe this isn't the case for Joe, but I know Helena smoking was her way of dealing with stuff that she really had no other way of dealing with.
Also, I chew Nicotine gum. Four pieces a day. Been doing it for a year. I have never smoked a day in my life. It keeps me FROM BURNING THE STORE TO THE GROUND AND SMEARING MY BODY IN THE ASHES.
Justin, you're STILL chewing nicotine gum? Jeebus, man, you're so much like Costanza, it's terrifying (because that's totally a Seinfeld episode).
Rauls, you're right. I meant to respond to this a long time ago. He too felt guilty and weak and didn't want me to know about it until he thought he had it handled. Well, he used a full $80 bottle of Chantix and did pretty well. But then he started back AGAIN. So, yeah. Maybe I should start chewing Nicotine gum so I don't burn things down. Haha. Good imagery there.
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